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♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE
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♥TSUBASA TOKYO REVELATIONS (OVA)
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♥OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTCLUB
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♥CCS MOVIE - FUUIN SARETA CARD
♥KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN
♥PRINCESS LOVER
♥BLEACH
♥SPECIAL.A
♥GUNDAM 00
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♥GUNDAM 00 MOVIE: A WAKENING OF THE TRAILBLAZER
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION
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♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: PRIMO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
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♥07-GHOST
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 1
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♥KIMI NI TODOKE
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♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU (2009)
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♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA II
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♥FATE/STAY NIGHT
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♥BOTTLE FAIRY
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♥CANAAN
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♥TO ARU MAJUTSU NO INDEX
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♥PSYCHIC DETECTIVE YAKUMO
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♥10 PROMISES TO MY DOG
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♥OTOMEN
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♥CODE BLUE
♥CODE BLUE SEASON 2
♥MR. BRAIN
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LOVE BESTIES~♥
8:53 PM

♥ Saturday, April 19, 2008

Perhaps u've heard me cry, perhaps u've heard me scream. U've heard me say impossible things and being out of who i really am, but it all doesn't mean anything now. To hurt another for this long-lost cause, what's the pnt? It all ended, approximately 2-3mnths ago. The feelings died, the pleas faded, the old me gone. I don't understand myself at times, why do i still talk and reply to u when i told myself that u're no longer significant in my life? Maybe i just don't mean what i say, u've picked on my soft spot, i can never say 'no' to u or him.

I pain when i think of this, so lets just shift the focus of something else. I feel love-sick, i don't know whats controlling my brain, yeah i'm such an idiot, i let my emotions tk over me...a leopard never changes it's spots.

Met up wif Geraldine to study for Biology, did quite alot of revision and yeah, i feel wiser now. Zzz...at least i've done quite alot and witnessed quite alot as well. Retarded pple who use flash cam to snap at people in the library, wif couples enjoying their hanky-panky huggy-kissy in the library. Disturbing, but creates a different ambience in the library, agreed? =/ Reached home at 11pm cuz went to Geraldine's hse afta returning frm Jurong pnt para-ing and having dinner. I feel lyk my heart's all out for poor peanut, quite malnourished in my defination and doesn't look like a hamster in it's tip top contition.

Stop messing my life up, i don't want to continue this painful struggle. Just let go and get on wif life. There will not b any ending to this, and probably no start as well, i'm a waste of time and a wasted effort if there's any put onto me. U'll get over me one way or another, and i think i will some day as well. :[

Labels: cries, Friends, hurt, rants, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:52 PM

♥ Monday, April 14, 2008

I felt bliss and happiness last Saturday...accompanied with a tinge of hesitation and lost.
I told myself that i'd hate you, but those harsh feelings seem to dissolve so quickly and i'd never find the source of it.

I always told myself that i can never b bothered with you again, but when i talked to you, i'll find myself deeply indulged in that particular conversation, i absorbed and digested every word you said and i'd find myself constantly smiling at the computer like i'm out of my mind as long as you are over the other side of the conversation. This miraculous and magical feeling i find in no one else, the type of affection i feel for no one else but you even after all these time can never be explained. I'm slowly changing though i deny it, all for that one purpose, for you to one day see everything that i've done for you.

I dream of you day by day without fail, but those false reality only serves as a means of more false hope and mindless waiting for this relationship that's bound to have nothing blossoming out of it. The only thing that'll result in this bitter-sweet mental torture will be more cries, be it silent or visible tears. You're not a perfect guy, you're not a dream guy material for girls, but somehow or another, you always seem to make me fantasize abt you, abt the day i'd finally get to have a taste of my dreams. It all seemed so impossible and i hate myself for the wishful thinkings that i've endlessly pulled on my part.

You have the ability to make me smile and momentarily for-go all the troubles i might be experiencing right then. Your words brings me to another false reality, be it happiness or misery. I cry because of you, i dream because of you, i strive because of you, i smile and laugh because of you. But i know that i can never again muster up that same courage i once had, to confront you and tell you upright that my world revolves arnd you.

I wish i had more control over my own emotions, but until i find someone else that i'd appreciate more than i'd do to you, all i can do is just sit around while my mind, my soul and my heart continues to endlessly circle around every detail of you. I've seriously touched myself with this common saying on the streets, "love is blind."

Labels: cries, hurt, Lost, love, rants, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:48 PM

♥

Yesterday went like every other days. Today and tomorrow will be just another day, or maybe slightly worse than the others. Oral went so badly i don't want to recall it, that poker face scared the hell out of me n my friends. Too fierce, strict and scary to be an examiner, he'll actually make us stutter. I can forsee a super disappointment in my own performance when i get my hands on those unwelcomed results. Yeah it's this bad.

5 stations tomorrow, i can predict my own cloudy face that will stay that way the whole day till that dumb test is over. Yesterday, my beloved white sandals snapped cuz i was playing this awkwardly dumb basketball game with my cousins and alas, i've only worn it for 3mnths!! So i got this new pair of comfy flip flops which i fell in love with the moment i laid my eyes upon it and tried on it.

white flipflops

plus...diamond-ed buckle. Lol. Comfy!

While all the previous fears are gone, new one arises. I hope there's a way for him to get treated and i was glad i was able to do my smallest part by bringing a warm smiles on his wrinkled face. Been so long, but he seemed to hav aged quite alot in recent years. Hurts everyone's hearts...when can all these headaches and heartaches stop? Perhaps i will let my mind go at ease, if 1 day, my uncle who's still staying with my grandparents starts to think, like any matured adults would. It time for him to grow up, we all know it. Question now only lies with, if he is he aware of it? You're no longer young, no wife, no proper family, no achievements, no jobs and no roots...

Labels: complains, Pictures, rants, school, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
4:29 PM

♥ Friday, April 11, 2008

Been so long since i last posted up a picture-ated post. Yeah life was boring yesterday without school and my girlf.s. LOL! Yeah history test was a complete screw up and bio-prac test was so lol-ed. So boring! They gave us a prawn each so i was expecting something like disecting but guess what, we were called to flip the prawn around to just draw the prawn. Oh man >.< But the smell is so horrible, not to mention my already-suffering stomach felt so queasy after the prawn added on some more smell. Never eat ur medication on an empty stomach =/ Had my recess n felt like vomitting after that. There's this awful bloat i felt for the whole day that was SO hard to describe, 1 word, 'hell'.

Having tuition later after having to postpone time and again cuz of some inconveniences. Sorry Samuel >.< better yet, i don't hav a graph pad so didnt finish some work plus, i forgot 1 part of the homework he gave last week. I'm in for more homework nxt week...Hooray? Yeah i so missed the girls i had to snap-shot them and their candids and post them up here. I hope i come back alive on monday. ((:

Haru caught! Hahaha

Zuany caught!! LOL!
Psycho caught for eating!
And Opa Caught!!
LOL how unlucky can she get nehhx? hahaha...nasi-lemak nice mah? =X
Me without specs, rare sight huh. This is a treat

Or would u prefer me and my old self?
Wif my specs ofcuz. Hahaha
Plus...i repolished my toe nails red. Woots. I'm lovin' it.
though my mom hates it

I know this post is so random...yeah but at least it's something less emo lehh. LOL! Never felt so high in a long time. I wish i can keep this mood up.

Yeahyeah, i should learn to just keep my comments to myself, cuz u noe, it's tiring to intervene pple's life. It's quite pointless as well since pple don't usually care, yeah so why shld i care? I guess i'm not obliged to as well. Making myself to tired to intefere into your affairs, i guess i was jux offering my word of advice n my comment but haha i think shutting up is the best right now. And after so long, i finally realized, u're no longer who i once knew. Talking to you makes me feel like i'm ranting to another person and it hurts...

Labels: Camwhoring, Friends, Pictures, Randoms, rants, school, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
5:07 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I'm so not ok now. And i can't stand to think hw it'd be like for another kin to leave my life for the permanant again. Tell me that stage 4 cancer is not deadly. :( I hope the doctor has a way to treat my grandfather. Pls be alright =((

Having flu now and no i'm not ok. Nose block, throat irritation, dry coughing, fever, headaches, giddiness. Tell me how i lasted thru today. I wonder if i'll be going for school tmr though. While part of me doesn't want to, i really wan2 take my chemistry practical test. Geog test today was okay and i'm pretty glad i didn't screw my chinese oral up. At least i secured an A1 for it. Good thing? You bet!

Emo-ing? Long gone days ago or is it still lingering within me? I don't know. So much confusion and hesitation, inner strugglings and silent cryings. I finally gt the guts to muster up my courage and come clean wif Haru, Opa and Zuany about my bad luck in relationships. Like they say, it'll be best if i don't cling onto it. I'd hurt so much more later on and i don't think i'd like that. At least not the crying alone part. I know so much that i wan2 hold on to the miraculous and magical feeling of caring for someone deeply through affections and feelings, but the pain of that failure, i know i won't be able to bear it upon my shoulders later on so i guess i shouldn't take any of such risks if i so fear for being hurt deep down again. But still blindly seeking that silently comforting and beautiful feeling of being cared and caring for, i guess i'll continue to wait...till the right one comes along.

Mean while, i hav to worry abt my Midyears. OMG coming so soon and i don't think i'm quite prepared yet so i guess i'll be getting reading for muggings soon.

Labels: rants, sick, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
7:56 PM

♥ Sunday, April 06, 2008

I feel lyk dying. Maybe i jux dun deserve to live. I feel lyk crying out, but for some reason i feel choked. Trying to find another way out? It's a dead end for me. Cuz we all shld just learn dat we can't expect pple to see everything u do. Yeah and sometimes i feel lyk i don't deserve to exist on Earth becuz of the character given for me to play in this dimension, in this drama, in this show of life. Sometimes i feel helpless against my own feelings, sometimes i feel lyk crying everything out, but pride prevents me from doing so. Apolgy is a tough word to put into action, sometimes it's too late to regret after everything happened. And the only way to soothe everything may be just to let go of these pple, perhaps they mite be much happier without me, perhaps they mite b better off forgetting a friend lyk me, who brings abt misery and upsets. I'm so tired of explaining my pnt, maybe it may nt b a bad thing to keep ur intentions to urself at times as well, and another thing, i feel lyk deleting this blog. End my words, end my writings, end my past pains. Tell me what to do. I need words of wisdom.

Labels: cries, hurt, rants, upset

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:38 PM