♥ WENXUAN-

Received the school posting results today. At least for mine, the results are pretty obvious but still, the anticipation is still there. Probably came from the pressure coming from the peers around me. Some, i was worried that they wouldn't be able to get into the school they want, and others is just me worrying that i'll end up in the same place as they are. LOL! But honestly, it wasn't that big of a deal though i wonder what's with the 5 missed calls and 9 unread messages this morning. Duhhs.

I must say, i missed schooling. But more of schooling in Unity. Not being able to enter the same school as Besties brought much regrets to me, and brought quite a number of pleasant memories of our school times together as well. Perhaps i should really be happy for them for they might be able to experience the same simple bliss of having eachother's company for at least 2 more years as compared to me, where i really have to start adapting to the new environment with some of the new and not so new people that are around me. That might not be a bad thing, i can live with this white lie (or not) for now. I miss the laughters after school, i really do.

Then there's Shiyun who entered the same school as them, wonder if they'll end up with the same combinations. *ponders*

Never the less, today was a great day. Went to take neoprints with Besties before they came over to my house to 拜年. After talking abt the old popular korean soap opera "宫" , headed for Opa's house. Watched them play "Call of Duty" on PS3with some humour added in by our cute Haru, then watched Haru play "persona 3" (hope didn't get e name wrong), on the ancient PS2. Explains why she's so lazy to head out all the time. I mean, with all the entertainment...enough to glue her at home for the whole holiday. LOL!

But, persona 3 is really sad, i still feel so sad nw after hearing about the story. Let's relate this back to "Romeo and Juliet"....i find R&J much more blissful. At least they died together. Unlike in Persona 3 where the main character sacrifices himself to die towards the end and didn't even get to talk to his girlfriend for even the last time. )): I find life and death seperation really cruel. Hearing about the details aches me more, even though it's just a game. This was enough to get Weimin* (previous name spelling error) laughing at me for the whole night when we were talking on msn. BOO!

Anyway, thanks to Opa's mom for the KFC treat....it was sumptious and a little too much as well but....it was blissful as well. Really counts for the first chinese new year visit with my friends in all my seventeen years of living. Don't laugh! Please ahh....don't bear me empty promises. Jio me out in future as well, and don't use 'busy' as an excuse kayy. 'Cause honestly, no friendship is worth less than a cert. ((:

Shall end the post here. For people who still didn't get my point in this whole post here, I've entered Pioneer JC. Cya there if you're entering as well. :D

LOVE BESTIES~♥
2:11 AM

Said that i'll blog, but i think this post is a little belated. Nahh who cares, i did anyways huh :D But it's not going to be all that wordy...or at least i hope it isn't =X

Shall blog by day~~

CNY eve
Mom cooked quite alot for lunch cuz it's meant to b a reunion meal for just our family of 4 but i think the proportion is enough to feed 8 if u ask me =S so quite alot of food wasted. But nvm...i missed mom's cooking cuz thanks to work, i had to eat cheap food outside. And when i say cheap, it really is cheap. Like fishball noodles which costs $3 at koufu....like the cheapest already. )):

Pretty tight up recently, but like korkor said....CNY is the onli time of the year wher u don't hav to work to get $$ :D happy anot? lols. I'm richer!!

CNY day 1
Winter wishes all....happy lunar 牛 year :D:D

Went to dad's side's ahma house for lunch as per family-tradition before heading for my dad's eldest brother's hse to play wif my cousin's beautiful doggies. They're so sweet, especially the newest one which is supposed to be a mongrel/guard dog type....but honestly, for such a young guard dog, it's manners are considered reputable. At least it doesn't bark at everyone. What fascinates me the most was the way the dogs do get jealous over one another's attention. AWWW!

CNY day 2

Waited for cousins to come over to my house before heading to Grandmother's house. Lost abt $20 on blackjack. Thats a hole drilled in the heart. *pains*

Then went to Plaza sing to watch "大喜事" (apparently my chi dict doesnt hav the "xi" for couple) and found the show humourous on the whole but honestly not quite up to my expectations for a show with Fann Wong as the female lead. Other than the plot getting pretty out towards the end of the show, i find the humour for it good so i rate the humour 4/5.

29th Jan

Went out with Shiyun to Marina to catch "幸福万岁" on NC16 hoping that the show wouldn't disappoint me but...there isn't any plot at all. I'd prefer the "happy wedding" as compared to this show but like always, Jack Neo films can always be anticipated to be humourous. But the rest i'll just let the pictures do the talking.

The necklaces Shiyun bought for us :D

And a TV taller than her~~

plus my new wallet :D:D

LOVE BESTIES~♥
12:11 AM

I'll do bloggings from CNY eve to CNY 1st and 2nd day on the 3rd day i guess. Applies only if i am able to find time on that day to do it.

I've deleted much of the post. Want to watch both "The wedding game" and "love matters(NC16)" Who's up for it?

If you want to play petty with me, go ahead. It's something i will never lose in. I've apologized for what i didn't know i've done, whether you want to accept the apology or not is really your own business now. I won't meddle myself with you again, and i mean it. The anger game, trust me...i can play it better than any one of you can. Don't try me.

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Thanks to Samuel and Weiming for accompanying me the whole night yesterday. I couldn't have turned to anyone better. Honestly....

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities.

and i shall end here for the day.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:55 PM

I think things are better the way they are now. Don't you?

And...why do people always draw such a clear line between love and hate? It's like dropping a pendant into the river....it's just a personal choice whether you want to retrieve it. Like using a twig to pull it back to the banks would be a choice...but if you choose to let it just flow away, while sticking to the excuse that it's too dangerous, then let it be. 'Cause it only means that the significance of that pendant to u is close to zero. Why am i saying this? 'Cause i'm heartbroken, that we've one again came down to the point...where we'll stop contacting eachother again. I hate you, honestly.

If what you say is true...that the relation between 2 pple, lovers or friends are just a thin line seperating love and hate, then i must hate alot of people. 'Cause i don't love everyone, so does it mean that i hate them? Why classify things so vividly when we can look at things from another perspective? It's just like the logic where i have half a glass filled with water and use two different sets of terms to express the same idea. Either "It's half filled" or "It's half empty". We're humans, the brains of the living....our brains are flexible...probably why it's not square shaped, but you, seem like the total opposite. I regret....honestly....

I do tend to only make things worse....

But on the brighter side of things, tomorrow's the last day of work! Means, i'm free! I have the rest of the holidays, minus the Chinese New Year day 1 and 2 to myself! When i think of CNY, i think of angbao, when i think of angbao, i think of money. Xuan's gunna b a rich girl soon. Muahahaha, beware.

Been a long time since i did this eh?

And....i'm so proud of myself, cuz i saved the money to go for manicure during the CNY, and i'v done mine myself :D Not bad ehh....

Nvm....shall end the post here.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
1:48 AM

Suddenly had this thought coming across.... that not everything that's washed clean will be good and new. Get my idea? One example is....we shouldn't let our brains get washed. We should wash our eyes instead, so we'll all open them up and see the bigger picture. Take a step back everyone, that's where things will come to be much simpler, less complicated and more 'solvable'.

The amount of blood shed in this incident is enough i fell....and i've personally been through something like this. Where many things were happening behind me, where i was stabbed countless of times without knowing. But after knowing what things have became....it just seemed so impossible to turn back already. I honestly think that all these back-talks should stop and we should all confront the 'main lead' when there's a problem. If a person's stabbed cuz of her 'mis-doings' and doesn't know about it, don't you think that the mouths who were contributing to it are already at wrong as well. Don't get what i'm talking about? That's fine, cuz....it's better to not understand as well.

I found myself in a pitfall, unable to get up. I thought i was out of it, but it appears that i'm stucked...in the middle of the branches that were once used to cover it up. How did i get myself binded and tangled up in these problems? And i shall quote what Brandon once said. "whether or not people understood what I just wrote is immaterial. Haha. What matters is, I feel better after letting it all out"

Btw, work sucks. I had to report even when i'm sick.....feeling sorry for promo since, knowing the office, they'd probably hav trbles finding replacements during the last minute. At least i didn't die working did i? And, i've earned myself another 62bucks. Quite worth it huh. But....i got a nasty scolding from Weiming. I should really change the way i address him, he does behave alot more like my father than my father. BOOO

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:10 PM

Work was crazy today. I met 3 crazy pple who totally brightened up my promoter life. Everyday's been dull, boring and off-peak but these people totally rewrote my book of records for the 'top-in-the-line' customers.

1st customer
I jux reached e outlet so i was busy doing stock count n rearranging stocks, then this crazy nurse (or so she claimed to be one) came in and asked me "where can i find Kordel's calcium plus?" I told her "I'm nt sure can u ask e staff arnd here?" then went back to arrange my stuff. Either she's deaf or what, she started screaming at me "I ASKED YOU WHERE'S THE PRODUCT I WANT TO FIND AND YOU'RE IGNORING ME?!" CCB i thot i gave her a reply she wanted.

Then she continued. "YOU DON'T WANT TO TELL ME, YOU'RE IGNORING ME AND U'RE BLOCKING THE ROAD, NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY PRODUCT?!". Hello old lady, did u say 'excuse me'? And and and, is your freaking butt too big or what? I'm pretty sure the road's big enough to fit 2 pple walking side by side, so what's your big problem? Should i lay out a red carpet for u or what? Found no point in arguing with her since she was being retarded and unreasonable so i continued what i was doing. I thought i made my point clear, i was a promoter for Redoxon and she wants me to promote Kordel's?

Then she started screaming "I'M A NURSE! I WANT TO INTRODUCE MY PRODUCT TO MY POTENTIAL CLIENT. NOW U'RE IGNORING ME AND YOU CALL THIS SERVICE. I'M GOING TO COMPLAIN YOU!" and she started screaming to e pharmacist. Crazy woman. Haha, go ahead, complain. See how people will look at you. I think which ever patient under you will just die earlier. Or what? You experiencing menopause ahh old woman? -.-

2nd customer
I was walking around then this old man came to ask me "do you know if i take 105 from here where i can get to?" So i jux told him i duno....wanted to tell him cuz i'm not from ther n i got a scolding instead. "You work here and you dunno? So u expecting me to know lah?"

... OI OLD MAN! I work there doesn't mean i live there ok? You think what? I'm your walking map ah? I'm jux working as a promoter ok, not your maid. I don't owe you a lifetime ok pple. Stop acting as if i do.

3rd customer
She was kindof having troubles looking for something she want. I was thinking perhaps i could help her. So i approached her and she asked me "are you a promoter?". I jux said "yahh" then she told me "Nvm, don't need ur help. I hate promoters."

So now someone is saying something like that in my face. I offended her before meh? Even if some other promoters ever bugged her before, she really shoudn't assume i'm just like them. I'll not force my customers to buy my product if they rejected me for the first time...i wouldn't mind helping at all even so, 'cause at least i know i tried. Then she went on and asked "which product gt no promoter? I'll buy that one. So your got no easy commission."

Ok woman...firstly i earn NO commission. Secondly....what's wrong with earning a little more?? Will you lose a piece of flesh on you? We're all working to survive. If you're going to spend to buy something, then wouldn't it be all the more meaningful if it's going to help in the livelihood of another? I'm not speaking on the behalf of myself. Yes, obtaining one more sales will make work time pass more meaningfully for me, it gives me the sense of satisfaction of working. But what about those whose family are in tight dispositions in need of money? Have you ever racked your brains to think about it? So what if you're educated? Does it give you the right to look down on others? Even if you're educated, i think your brain's better off if it's used as part of an ingrediant in a soup since everything that's filled inside is all only thinking about your own benefits. At least....PIG brain soup will help in some people's health development. Poof, u're better off dead lady.

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Shan't go on...tiring day.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:41 PM

I realized i've been updating ALOT recently....firstly, i've changed my blog picture at the bottom right hand corner. If most of you have realized, the picture was self-drawn so putting it up as part of my blog skin serves as an even greater meaning to my blog as well. Think my life's getting more and more 'interesting' by the day?

Whether or not u think this is a good news, i'm still gonna announce this...sadly. I feel that our class is migrating to pioneer. Which means, i'm gunna c same faces everywher. I wished for familiar faces to be around, but i didn't want this much....to the extent that i think, with every turn i make i'll see an ex-unitian. BAHHHH we're merely out of Unity, thats all. That doesn't make us strangers from then on.....so let's just get along. Oh god....2 yrs, same figures )): Perhaps that is why we should always be careful or what we wish for....or we just might get it.

Nevermind...as much as i do believe in myself, i wouldn't want to disappoint my peers who never doubted my ability all these while as well, so i'm going to go all out for my JC studies, whether i feel that i'm going to make it through or not. Life's unpredictable, isn't it? S and I have been rivals for so long, we may've kept quiet about our thoughts, but i feel that we actually felt mutual about this rivalry. Neither of us bothered to push away this pressure as well, and so the competition begin, from way back when we were just secondary 2 students. We used eachother as a push factor to improve, but as the saying goes, nothing will ever be the same. We've both taken a detour, at different points of time though. I for one, have sacrificed my dream for Andersons JC for arcading in the past months only to be regretting everything now. Where as in her case, she gave up on her JC dream and headed for poly to pursue her university dream. We hated eachother, i was sure of it, but if i were to actually speak with conscience....if the both of us were fighting for only one seat, i'd feel that she deserves it more than i do. We can all see who well deserved it for all the effort she's been putting in, and who doesn't and hasn't. I read her blog, and guilt gushed through my heart and mind at lightning pace, so what if the people around me thinks that i've done well? I could've done better, and i knew it better than the rest...but once again, i've disappointed myself....of the expectations i've had in me.

Thinking about the past is useless. It only gets me thinking about the different route i would've been heading for right now if i've stayed on as the 'goodgirl' i was two years ago. There can only be one of these in my mind, "play hard or work hard". In other words, i can only choose between these two, "disappointment and distinctions", and if given the choice, i'd pick the latter (like obviously). I've set aside a resolution for myself for this new beginning, that there will not be any mistakes made again while walking on this tougher route i've decided to take on. Afterall, i'm starting from scratch once again....which means, tomorrow will remain as a mystery. We'll see...

Lastly. Don't you people find coincidence a really miraculous thing? They actually make everything feel impossible, yet deep down, some part of you knows that it is indeed reality. I shan't pry further into this coincidence topic anyway. Just a thought i harboured suddenly...

LOVE BESTIES~♥
1:19 AM

Yeah...as proven....people are still interested in my results....thus the high number of visits to my blog o.O Onli proves my point that blogo-sphere does not consist with just a world of my own. I'll have to take into account to what i write or i'm gunna stir unhappiness again....but wait, isn't it supposed to be MY ranting ground? Duhhs...

Went to meet Haru Opa and Zuany to select schools. We won't be seeing eachother afterall. But i've decided to take pioneer JC for now since it provides me with the type of combination that actually struck my interest...plus it has ten-pin bowling as CCA! OMG something i love so much....hahaha so might be a great oppotunity presented for me to learn deeper in depth about it rather than going into some JC without the type of CCA that i want. :D

Nothing much i'd like to talk about for today....but i've always thought that after retrieving back my O's results, the tug in my heart might be gone already. Then again, before i even know it, my mind...working on it's own is already thinking about the future...the plenty of "what if"s

- "what if i can't cope with JC life?"
- "what if my A lvls results can't get me into uni, wouldn't it be a wasted 2 yrs then?"
- " what if i don't like my schooling environment?"

Ok enough of what ifs...haix...worry is indeed the mis-use of the imagination. Sounds familiar? :D

And lastly...i'm sick of being Little Miss Good, so i'll just rant all i want here. You can leave if you don't want to hear my rantings. You can close my site if you feel offended. But seriously...if u feel that u've not offended me in anyway then you really have nothing to be angry over in the first place.

Someone : Did u think that single pointer is something easy to be accomplished? Wake up your idea already, things are not as they seem. Even if you do get into the course you want in poly (or so i assume that's where u want to be), i think that before u even get your diploma or go out to work, you might be having a 'life-imprisonment" in the hospital already. And honestly, i wouldn't be surprised if something like that actually happens with the type of foul mouth you have. Think about your attitude, look at yourself. Don't give me that pathetic face everytime you see me, i don't buy any of those nonsense. Don't act big if you're not even that good youself. Actions speaks louder than words. Don't go around saying that you'll study and carry that bag full of F9s together with you. It's a disgrace to all O lvl students of ur level as well as the people who got single pointers which you claim is easy to achieve. Look into the mirror and see where you really stand. Not happy with what i'm saying? Wait till when ur O's are over and when u get something better than me then comment on this post. I'm not typing further. I'm sure you don't wish for someone to splash water in your face to wake u up from ur slumber. U're not dumb either, so just take this as a beneficial lecture.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:57 PM

Ok...i saw a steep number of people visiting my blog in 12th january so i can roughly guess what it'll be about. Guess everyone's anxious to find out abt my o's results so i'll just giv the figures at 9/12. If after writing that down and any of u out ther who was so keened to find out abt my results still don't understand the 2 sets of digits, then i really don't find a point in explaining as well. ((:

Drew afew pictures again. I miss drawing. I realized that my drawing skills will "BOOM!" in the night time and become screwed in the day. o.O so here's another picture of a new couple. Comments people?

Lastly....politics are never ending. Someone has to give in to make things better. We all have to take a step backward to see the big picture. Why stay in your own world when u can see many other things from above? Nvm, not my point. My point is, softtoys are indeed your best friend. Cuz they smile at you 24/7, but they never hide any hideous thoughts behind their little smiles. They keep their smiles even when they know u'll do something horrible to them. Like for my case, they'd end up sleeping on the floor every morning. Get my idea people? :D

Ok enough of crap....i think we'll be back to what we once were. And btw, i don't know wher to go T_T

The couple picture~~

X-scoop caught de. Thx to mummy :D

and on the day we went to collect our results, i decided to take a picture together wif psycho since it might be the last time i'll ever see it again )):

And lastly...yes surprised? This is for 2/8 sisters :D

p/s : Don't ask me who is who, i don't know myself as well. I just drew 8 random girls :P But afew are quite obvious, aren't they? Like the top right hand corner girl who's holding the choco XD

p/ss : Don't cme kill me if u find e pic weird. 8 pple is a large grp, makes planning for the pic all the more challenging. But i tried my best :D

p/sss : Since we don't have a neoprint wif all 8 of us inside, let's just make do with this for the time being D:

LOVE BESTIES~♥
1:44 AM

I must seriously be upset to be posting so quickly yet again. I don't understand how things can come to this state. But as from the start, part of me knew that we shouldn't have given it another shot in the first place. It will never work out. As they say, when 2 people are too alike, they just don't click. Now i'm feeling the ache in my flesh emerging from what happened.

I know i haven't been doing my part to repair this damaged past properly during these few days, but don't you think u've not done yours as well?

Throwing tantrum out of nothing was my bad, i shouldn't have in the first place, but can u imagine the type of emotional loss i actually felt right then? You, not being able to understand hurts me...and it also brings me back to the beginning where now i'm started to doubt that the decision to revive it again, like you said u wanted, is actually the right one to make.

We've kept out of contact for 2 yrs, so why come back? Why mess up my life once again? Why all the bullshit why you can't understand me? Yeah, we've all grown in the past 2 yrs, and i'm no longer the Wenxuan to let u manipulate as and when u like. I'm not your clay....you don't mould me into something you want, you change into something that will sustain this crap you suggested in the first place.

I'm disappointed, cuz if it was Weiming, he would've tried to understand why i'm behaving that way. I feel horrible right now, like there's actually no purpose in us turning back. If it didn't work out 2 years ago, then why try to patch up something that's ardy torn up and thrown away so long ago? You can't giv in to me, and neither can i to you all the time as well...but that's all the more why you should try even harder as well, isn't it?

The incident 2 years ago was a wound left behind....that's slowly starting to heal over time. So please change on your mind set from 2 yrs ago ardy, cuz like i said, i'm no longer who i was...and i'm like a complete stranger you haven't seen for 2 yrs now. So pls, don't deepen this cut to the extent that it's gunna leave a bad scar behind in the future, such that it won't be just a 2 yrs span if we were to ignore eachother again.

This was my hesitation in the first place. The potential hurt i can actually receive and feel again if i try to salvage something that was declared lost 2 yrs ago. And...drats, why am i crying again...

LOVE BESTIES~♥
1:12 AM

Sales was horrible today. I guess we can all say that sales really do depend alot on luck. When you clinched a sale right on the spot, you'll usually get afew others lining up behind waiting to buy from u as well. Just a matter of time before you bump into such generous consumers. But on a down market day, we'd go as low as zero sales though i've never gotten such bad sales before. Thank goodness.

For the whole week, statistic's been like a bell curve, with wednesday and thurday being the days where i sold the most. Yesterday worked out well for me, after i cleared the booth to end the day, someone actually went to buy another 2 big boxes of the Redoxon i'm selling, 'vita immune'. I have to say that the taste's not bad and most of the children actually loved it upon drinking it. Plus, some even gave me feedbacks that Redoxon's a really trustable brand to them as their vitamins do work...which makes my promoting for this product all the more meaningful.

So right here and then, i'm actually promoting the quality to people, explaining the steep price of this product. However, it's also due to this fact that makes selling 'Redoxons vita immune' tough at the same time. Comparing 'Redoxons' to 'Centrum' which is one of it's rival brand since Centrum's pretty established and is also selling multi vitamins as well, i'd say that the promotion Centrum has to offer will definately attract me, as a customer even more. By dividing the amount of money i actually spend on 'Redoxons' as compared to 'Centrum', it'd be actually safe to say that the latter is more economical. Then again, as Centrums only come in softgels and pill forms, it gives Redoxons a slight edge over it if we were to ask for the opinions of younger consumers before purchasing a certain product. I mean, which would you prefer? Something that tastes like orange juice, or swallowing a large tablet?

Most of the customers that i approached today gave me the same reply which i'm slowly growing tired of as well as getting immune to hearing.

"Sorry, i'm not interested.", "Sorry i don't take vitamins.", or being plain ignored is becoming a situation for me to face daily. No wonder promoters are better off being thick-skinned. But the rate's especially high today, i wonder why. While some consumers who actually showed slight interest in what i have to promote to them actually turned down the offer eventually because of it's price. Well no kidding, that's 30 tablets for $19.50. Plus, who can blame them? With the on going bad economy straint that the world is going through now, it's no wonder people would rather go for those 'cheap-and-good' stuff. But whether or not they have the effect, that i can guarantee them with if they buy Redoxons, will be a risk they have to take for cheaper goods.

Then again, there are really rude customers that do piss me off during these few days of work. Like when these 2 middle aged ladies walked in, i was trying (as usual) to promote my product to them. One lady showed slight interest after hearing what i've got to say in my well recited and dead-memorised speech, asking abt the price. But it's as if ignoring me and giving me a dirty look is not enough, the other lady who chose to turn my words into deaf ear actually interrupted my 'speech' and told her friend "let's go". With that, i lost a potential customer. Would it be asking too much if they spent afew more seconds for me to at least finish my sentence? Well, that's that....manners are lacking in these ill-mannered creatures. I hope they wake up their mindset soon. If this isn't part of my job, i wouldn't have let myself live down with that sort of humiliation. NEVER!

Other than that, i've actually found out that humans love crowds as well. When promoting to one person, passerbys who see will eventually crowd around to pick up on how much they can catch with the remainding of my speech to my customer, and that could be why my sales actually picked up a little yesterday during the evening. On the other hand, when there's not a single soul loitering around the booth, i think i'd be much better off catching flies (if there are any) around the shopping centre.

Promoter's a great job in the short term, it's good money and reasonable working hours, but for us to work this way in the long term will eventually turn this job into a chore. 'Cause as the popular saying goes among us, "when there are sales and customers, time flies past and the day will be great" but when there are no customers and much less any sales, that's where you start to worry about how u're gunna explain the situation when u have to deal with the office later. What's worse, it's even harder to pass time by staring at the watch, hopelessly waiting for the clock to strike 8pm immediately. It's no surprise to say that the more you're hoping for time to pass, the more you'd live a minute like an hour, and an hour like a year.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:11 PM

2nd day of work. ~~Promo~~ is still screwed. I was woken up by a phone call at 9.30am this morning from the office. First i was called back for the damn idiotic senseless product training on the 1st day of work (5th jan) and this time they had something even better up their sleeves. I was told to report to work at 10am.

HELLO! U called me at 9.30am to get me to report to work at 10am when my original reporting time is 12noon? I have done enough swearings on my part, but i'd like to once again emphasize, that i've taken in enough bullshit given to me on their part.

Then i was told, "It's ok to be a little late today, but pls make it up by knocking off later depending on how much later u reported in the day."

WHAT F**K?! So now it sounds as if they're my saint. Should i offer them prayers at the church every sunday then? A load of hell! Yes so what if i'm getiing $62 a day instead of $50 a day after the time extension? Isn't it written clearly in black and white on the contract itself that i work from 12noon to 8pm everyday? If u can go against it anytime, then why sign the damn agreement in the first place?

Nextly, did the screwed place think i was a ball that they can throw around? Or just some dumb student who has nothing better to do other than working as THEIR promoter? We all have a life, please. Yes i know that this was requested by the 'REDOXONS' company itself, but u could've given me some time to adjust to the time change instead of calling me to report immediately!

And then....when we called to the office to ask if i would be given 2 breaks instead since i'm working for a full day, i was told at first that it's the same, i'll b having onli 1 hr break. What happened to justice here? Would u work for 10 hours for onli 1 dinner break? Hello, let's be the judge here, is this justifiable? Cuz 1 hour break would mean that i wld hav to stand from 10am all the way to 5pm, then i'll get my dinner. Right, let's clap then, 7 hrs of work...no lunch. What happened to worker's welare??

DAMN DAMN DAMN! A LOAD OF BULLSHIT! I was angry, i was pissed, i'm unsatisfied with the way the office is working. If we as their employees have to always comply as we're ordered as and when the office likes, then what's the point of signing the contract in the first place? If we're hardly given any choices over what we want, then why call us employees in the first place? Let's change a name for the way we're addressed then, we're called slaves ((:

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Then again, 10 hours passed today, i reported late and i knocked off at exactly 8 after getting my dad to negotiate with them. HELLO! It's unreasonable cuz i got a last minute notice and all of the sudden, i'm supposed to knock off late cuz of THEIR mistake. But none the less, the staff at lot1 unity were great. There were more promoters than customers, but chit chatting kills time like an atomic bomb wiping out hiroshima. Other than that, the head office ~~sux~~ was great ((:

LOVE BESTIES~♥
11:06 PM

LISA TEARS LYRICS

koboreochiru yakusoku no kakera tachi

mune ni kizamu koto sae deki nu mama ni

surinuke te yuku itsuwari to shinjitsu o

miushinatte kizui ta

narihibiku kodou no kotae o

hateshinaku meguri tsuzuku kanashimi no tobira

owari naki tooi namida atataka na hikari ni shi te

kimi ni todoki masu you ni

hoo o tsutau shizuku ryoute ni atsume

chiisaku naru kioku no kage o keshi ta

inori no sube o yurusa re nu ashita demo

mitsukeru koto kizui ta

narihibiku kodou no mirai o

tooi itami kanashimi ni owari ga aru nara

shizuku hanatsu hikari tachi aruki dasu michi terashi te

kimi ni tsuzuki masu you ni

surinuke te yuku itsuwari to shinjitsu o

miushinatte kizui ta

narihibiku kodou no kotae o

hateshinaku meguri tsuzuku kanashimi no tobira

owari naki tooi namida atataka na hikari ni naru

tooi itami kanashimi ni owari ga aru nara

hitosuji no hikari atsume kimi ni todoki masu you ni

shizuku ni hisomu subete ga kimi ni todoki masu you ni

LOVE BESTIES~♥
1:46 AM

Yooo blogging again :D Going out in awhile...to celebrate Zuany's bday wif her at ajisens ((: Then meeting Shiyun afta her work. Lols.

Received info frm Promo...i was called to go back to promo office on 5th Jan for my product briefing and then go to work afta the briefing immediately. Yes...stupid. I was so pissed off when i heard it. They totally forgot abt my product training. Screwed planning, bad communication, dumb idea. Nice 1, life buoy had 3 trainings and my redoxon had none. =.=

Nvm leaving that out, went out wif Shiyun and Brandon yest to Plaza sing. Yeah played pool again, it didn't start off that badly until Brandon started disturbing me throughout the game. Bleah. ~~I ought to have slapped him once or twice~~ =X So until the back...i laughed so much i even had problems breaking. Lols...nice 1 luhh. Nvm, there's always a nxt time. ((: Then went to eat wif them at KFC cuz Brandon wanted to see how much more Yun can down after a packet of large fries frm Mac. LOL! Evil kid luhh he. Nvm...made it home in time for 小娘惹 but seems like i'm gunna miss some on Monday cuz of work )): BOO~

Still awaiting for the news to announce our results' return. Bleahx. And...i've finally had some earnings on Nuffnang! :D:D

LOVE BESTIES~♥
5:58 PM

Happy New Year people! Enjoy the upcoming year 2009 (:

Been a late post...not in the veri mood to post as well. Usually we'd be preparing for schools' reopening tomorrow but it feels kindof weird to just b sitting here waiting for tomorrow, unaware of what may come along with it. Results should be out pretty soon, i'm getting worried. Oh god~

nvm...whatever or however it turns out to be, i know that i deserved it and we'll then c where we'll b headed to. I'm pretty sure time will fly by this month...and thinking abt this alone is getting butterflies in my stomach. BLAHS!

Count down was...lols. We wasted quite alot of titbits we can't finish O.O but we had a great time the whole night and ofcourse had a really sleepy morning to start out with. But either ways, tonning wif sisters for the 1st time was great. I hope we all had fun :D

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:49 PM