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♥ HER
WENXUAN
I'm a bigfan of JPop & JRock
So KAT-TUN appeals to me
♥ Kamenashi Kazuya (亀梨和也)
♥ JAPANESE ANIME
ANIME MARATHON
♥GUNDAM SEED
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY - THE CHOSEN FUTURE
♥POKEMON ADVANCED/BATTLE FRONTIER
♥POKEMON BEST WISHES!
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE SEASON 2
♥TSUBASA TOKYO REVELATIONS (OVA)
♥TSUBASA SHUNRAIKI (OVA)
♥OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTCLUB
♥K-ON!
♥K-ON! SEASON 2
♥CARD CAPTOR SAKURA
♥CCS MOVIE - FUUIN SARETA CARD
♥KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN
♥PRINCESS LOVER
♥BLEACH
♥SPECIAL.A
♥GUNDAM 00
♥GUNDAM 00 2ND SEASON
♥GUNDAM 00 MOVIE: A WAKENING OF THE TRAILBLAZER
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION R2
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: PRIMO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: SECONDO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥07-GHOST
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 1
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 2
♥NYAN KOI!
♥KUROSHITSUJI
♥KUROSHITSUJI II
♥VAMPIRE KNIGHT
♥VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY
♥KIMI NI TODOKE
♥KIMI NI TODOKE SEASON 2
♥PANDORA HEARTS
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU (2009)
♥CLANNAD
♥CLANNAD AFTER STORY
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA II
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA S
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT - UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS MOVIE
♥BOTTLE FAIRY
♥SKIP BEAT!
♥CANAAN
♥ANGEL BEATS!
♥KAICHOU WA MAID-SAMA!
♥TORADORA!
♥TRUE TEARS
♥HAKUOUKI: SHINSENGUMI KITAN
♥HAKUOUKI: HEKKETSU-ROKU
♥ROMEO X JULIET
♥DURARARA!!
♥NARUTO
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN MOVIE: BONDS
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN MOVIE: HI NO ISHI O TSUGU MONO
♥NARUTO MOVIE: DAI KATSUGEKI! YUKI HIME NINPOUCHOU DATTE BAYO!
♥SEITOKAI YAKUINDOMO
♥FULL METAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD
♥TO ARU MAJUTSU NO INDEX
♥TO ARU KAGAKU NO RAILGUN
♥MY LITTLE SISTER CAN'T BE THIS CUTE
♥BAKUMAN
♥FORTUNE ARTERIAL: AKAI YAKUSOKU
♥PSYCHIC DETECTIVE YAKUMO
♥AO NO EXORCIST
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS II
♥SOUL EATER
♥ JAPANESE DRAMA/MOVIE
♥DEATH NOTE 1
♥DEATH NOTE 2: THE LAST NAME
♥KOIZORA: SKY OF LOVE
♥10 PROMISES TO MY DOG
♥LIAR GAME
♥LIAR GAME 2
♥LIAR GAME MOVIE: THE FINAL STAGE
♥YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE
♥OTOMEN
♥NOBUTA WO PRODUCE
♥GOKUSEN 2
♥GOKUSEN 3
♥GOKUSEN MOVIE
♥ONE POUND GOSPEL
♥YUKAN CLUB
♥SUSHI OUJI
♥HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI 2
♥GOOD LUCK!
♥KUROSAGI
♥KAMI NO SHIZUKU
♥INU O KAU TO IU KOTO
♥CONFESSIONS (告白)
♥BLOODY MONDAY
♥BLOODY MONDAY 2
♥CODE BLUE
♥CODE BLUE SEASON 2
♥MR. BRAIN
♥BUZZER BEATER
Life's unpredictable, you never know what tomorrow may bring, so theres no point worrying about tomorrow i guess...
But still, i feel remorse, like duh. I think i deserved what i'm getting. I should be working harder!
Anyway, i think i've gained weight from stress....oh no....
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 11:03 PM
♥ Sunday, March 28, 2010
I think this is what they call 精神分裂症 (split personalities)
I've been experiencing so many firsts this year. Hahaha....this is the first time im afraid of studies. Afraid of not attaining my target, paranoid over the errors i keep making, worried about putting in too much effort and not getting what i want. This is the first time i've put in so much effort to do my work to ensure that i really get the results i desire, but i never would've expected that with goals comes with a price to pay, the price of sacrificing all that seemed so dear to you, the price of time, the price of freedom. Whatever that comes after is an even bigger gamble, of whether u're able to step beyond the line dividing disappointment and commitment. Rawrrr!!
Oh well, i've still got 8 months worth of hell looking at me in the eye...hahahaha......
It's then i realize, we were really leading different lives. The lives of enjoyment and the life of someone who has to settle down and get down to business. It would've never worked out no matter how hard i tried. The feeling of the gap and barrier i have to breach. The unshakable discomfort of the difference in treatment. Now i see the bigger picture, of the different stages that we stood on which divided us. I can't risk my studies for friendships i can't even guarantee of. To put it simply, I can't even sign up for japanese classes like wished to. The choice i've made is getting increasingly convincing, all the more when i can even look at you all from afar and tell myself that it's all a thing of the past.
Whatever, who needs all that :D
I was just chatting with Darling justnow, then the next moment, we were sitting by the bench, singing, chatting, crapping. That's all i need. Friends who stand by me, friends who stay true and stand through the test of time. It's not about the quantity of the time we spent together but about the quality, i've came to realize that little by little...bit by bit.
On Thursday, after common test ended, beloved BESTIES and Darling came over to my house despite having school the next day, played mahjong, ate fried oyster together, drank milktea together, chitchat and laughed over the mahjong table. We should play mahjong more often. Hahahha! Make it bestie's favourite activity. =X
On Friday, went out to play basketball and badminton with Samantha, Cheryl and Suetlian in the morning. Quite fun, it's been a loooooooong time since i've last let loose to play bball. It somehow became a thing of the past after my life in unity came to an end. Yet, memories were overflowing whenever we played together. The times where 8 sisters played 4v4, no rule game. Blah blah, let's revert back before it turns into a grandmother's personal reccount story. Haha! Thinking about all these made me so gian to go for the ECP cycling trip nxt sunday. I might just turn up afterall,. Screw Monday blues! Haha!
In the end, losing made me gain more. The gift of simplicity, the gift of joy.
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 12:35 AM
♥ Sunday, March 21, 2010
It's been ages since i blog hopped, haha!
School holidays are ending, i think i didnt live up to my own expectations, my efforts were only worth half a bucket of water, but i sure hope i do well for common test this time. *PLSPLSPLS*
This is great isn't it? We're all living happy lives. I'm living my own life, free of superficial-ness, free of commitment, free of worries that don't concern me. Wheee~~~
Time to sleep ^^
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 2:11 AM
♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010
Happy Birthday Haru!!
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 1:22 PM
♥ Sunday, March 14, 2010
Today's awesomeness can never be put into words. Thanks darling, for a wonderful day :D
Just some funny lines...
"bearbear, 我们不要跟驼背的 bearbear 讲话"
"bearbear, 我们去一个角落搞自闭"
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 12:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Days ago, during the release of A level results, many feelings gushed through me in an instant. I could feel the tense atmosphere all around, the aura of joy and disappointment, but in the midst of all the excitement, all i could seem to see are those who were crying out of despair. Suddenly, something struck me, it was like i realize that i didn't want to be like them after all. At that moment, an angel whispered into my ear "aim high, then score high"
I wasn't hopeless after all, i wasn't that helpless afterall. Even vaccines work from the root of illnesses, so what makes me think that i was gonna succeed if i just go along with the syllabus, go along with the flow? Mrs Tan showed us the list of courses and the cut off for this year, apart from the shrieking laughter of the devil, i felt like my inner self was spiting me. That this is the gap between myself and my goal at the end. I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel, the journey through this year's gonna be long and tough afterall, but i wish to come out of this tunnel tired, tattered, and proud of myself from the things that i've done through out the 1-year long journey.
I guess it's inevitable to starve, it's unavoidable to feel the fear in the midst of the darkness, but all that's left is of how i am to utilize the compass and torch in hand.
Time to study!
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 8:00 PM
♥ Sunday, March 07, 2010
Currently at Shiyun's house. It's a little unbelievable how i ended upstaying over for the night and surprisingly, i didn't exactly get preached by mom. Wow...
I was a stubborn girl, pestering and all but i guess it's really been some time since i've last had a sleepover.
Sometimes i wonder if i often disregard to many factors before spouting out words that might end up piercing. Then again, when people put my feelings to null, have they truly felt guilty over what they've done or said before? Or am i the only naive soul who's constantly fearing and feeling pressurized of the potentially harmful remarks i often made. Who knows.
It's never a sin to want to protect the things dear to you, it's never a sin to want to feel loved, but what about the things you've done to protect your interest but ended up harming another individual? I'm not sensitive, and i've decided to be anymore. Even if do cry, no one's gonna hear me out, no one's gonna understand, no one's gonna comfort me and tell me that it's alright, i've still got them. But gradually, this feeling of wanting to be loved and appreciated by those around is fading, and much less the feeling of wanting to devote myself, to put my heart and soul into other friendships.
Been a long day for me, it's 2am anyway. Rawrrr...
LOVE BESTIES~♥ 2:21 AM
♥ Wednesday, March 03, 2010
Thing have not been looking up lately, personal problems are flooding me...worries that shouldn't have been concerns at all. I've chucked aside personal feelings that could possibly weigh me down, yet minor ridiculous things seem to come and go as and when they'd like. It doesn't help if they're here for a long-term stay. I think it's time to do something to get rid of these thoughts as well. Time to jianfei again!
Happy Birthday Haru!!