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I'm a bigfan of JPop & JRock
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♥ Kamenashi Kazuya (亀梨和也)

♥ JAPANESE ANIME

ANIME MARATHON

♥GUNDAM SEED
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY - THE CHOSEN FUTURE
♥POKEMON ADVANCED/BATTLE FRONTIER
♥POKEMON BEST WISHES!
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE SEASON 2
♥TSUBASA TOKYO REVELATIONS (OVA)
♥TSUBASA SHUNRAIKI (OVA)
♥OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTCLUB
♥K-ON!
♥K-ON! SEASON 2
♥CARD CAPTOR SAKURA
♥CCS MOVIE - FUUIN SARETA CARD
♥KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN
♥PRINCESS LOVER
♥BLEACH
♥SPECIAL.A
♥GUNDAM 00
♥GUNDAM 00 2ND SEASON
♥GUNDAM 00 MOVIE: A WAKENING OF THE TRAILBLAZER
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION R2
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: PRIMO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: SECONDO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥07-GHOST
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 1
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 2
♥NYAN KOI!
♥KUROSHITSUJI
♥KUROSHITSUJI II
♥VAMPIRE KNIGHT
♥VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY
♥KIMI NI TODOKE
♥KIMI NI TODOKE SEASON 2 ♥PANDORA HEARTS
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU (2009)
♥CLANNAD
♥CLANNAD AFTER STORY
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA II
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA S
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT - UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS MOVIE
♥BOTTLE FAIRY
♥SKIP BEAT!
♥CANAAN
♥ANGEL BEATS!
♥KAICHOU WA MAID-SAMA!
♥TORADORA!
♥TRUE TEARS
♥HAKUOUKI: SHINSENGUMI KITAN
♥HAKUOUKI: HEKKETSU-ROKU
♥ROMEO X JULIET
♥DURARARA!!
♥NARUTO
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN MOVIE: BONDS
♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN MOVIE: HI NO ISHI O TSUGU MONO
♥NARUTO MOVIE: DAI KATSUGEKI! YUKI HIME NINPOUCHOU DATTE BAYO!
♥SEITOKAI YAKUINDOMO
♥FULL METAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD
♥TO ARU MAJUTSU NO INDEX
♥TO ARU KAGAKU NO RAILGUN
♥MY LITTLE SISTER CAN'T BE THIS CUTE
♥BAKUMAN
♥FORTUNE ARTERIAL: AKAI YAKUSOKU
♥PSYCHIC DETECTIVE YAKUMO
♥AO NO EXORCIST
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS II
♥SOUL EATER

♥ JAPANESE DRAMA/MOVIE

♥DEATH NOTE 1
♥DEATH NOTE 2: THE LAST NAME
♥KOIZORA: SKY OF LOVE
♥10 PROMISES TO MY DOG
♥LIAR GAME
♥LIAR GAME 2
♥LIAR GAME MOVIE: THE FINAL STAGE
♥YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE
♥OTOMEN
♥NOBUTA WO PRODUCE
♥GOKUSEN 2
♥GOKUSEN 3
♥GOKUSEN MOVIE
♥ONE POUND GOSPEL
♥YUKAN CLUB
♥SUSHI OUJI
♥HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI 2
♥GOOD LUCK!
♥KUROSAGI
♥KAMI NO SHIZUKU
♥INU O KAU TO IU KOTO
♥CONFESSIONS (告白)
♥BLOODY MONDAY
♥BLOODY MONDAY 2
♥CODE BLUE
♥CODE BLUE SEASON 2
♥MR. BRAIN
♥BUZZER BEATER

♥ IN MY HEART FOREVER

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3:47 PM

♥ Sunday, June 25, 2006

Morning was kinda horrible i i think of sku re-opening tomoro. Lolx. But can be a good thing as well. At least i dun hav to stay home wif nothing to do animore. So jealous!!! My fren tol me yesterday there was fireworks at Lot1. Walao eh!! I wish i went there. But im partially to be blamed. I wanted to go innitially but thx to my laziness i decided not to. Sku re-opening i mus realli work hard worx. Dat way i can get to the combination i wan. N not to say get the hp i wan too =_=. Lolx. But at de same time im reluctant to change hp cuz if i do, all de songs n pics i hav inside will be gone. Lolx. Dats all 4 today. Gotta rush to grandma hse byex!!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
12:56 PM

♥ Saturday, June 24, 2006

Time kinda flies. Tomoro holis r over. Lolx. This morning i attempted to logon msn but all 6 tries were failed. I end up getting this dumb message "Sorry. Msn Messenger is unable to sign you in at this time" Lolx. Probably din no how annoyed i was. Wad realli cheered me up was that fanfiction so many stories updated. WOO!! I read like a nerd sitting infront of de comp for hrs. I realli wan2 put music in my blog. Unfortunately i dunno how to. I wished i could put 1 in my blog jux like shimei.
Whoa yesterday i finally completed my maths homework. Hehex. At least i no im sure nt to get scolded by Mrs Chan. Sometimes when i c other ppl's impressive blogs, i feel so damned...dunno y oso. Nice cursors, musics, videos. Walaox. Gimme dis sad sad idea im such a lousy blogger wif a plain blog.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
6:51 PM

♥ Friday, June 23, 2006

Today i love it. I went out wif shiling n her fren again. Our innitial plan was to go tampinese mall but thx to de fren of hers hus uncle is working there, we cant go. We went on de NorthSouth mrt line wif no destination. Hahax eventually we ended up in Sentosa taking the NorthEast line to harbourfront. Wow i cant believed the next place we ended up after is bugis junction. Its totally crazy!! So we shopshopshop lor. Eventually day ended back at lot1 wif the singapore arts festival performing. SO NICE! tired sia today. Reached home n can barely move a muscle. All de walking is killing me. Shiling la. Expert shopper. Aiya so lei lor today. I feel asif im writing dis diary all to myself. Dats y i so lazy to update de past 5 days hahax. K la i need to go sleep ler. Nitex all!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
12:06 AM

♥ Saturday, June 17, 2006

Tomoro i wun be updating ler. I suppose its de last week of sku holis. I goin genting 3 days lolx short trip but i will miss home n wouldn't be convinient 4 de condition im in.

Stomach flu struck me yest i was to sick i cant update lolx. Im so much beta today pretty sure i will be able to kiss fever goodbye by tomoro lolx. I was actually havin stomach flu but baka dat doc told me i had throat infection despite tellin her dat my throat is not pain. Lolx. She gave me this funny medicine dat tasted alot like tooth paste bleahx!! Each taking was 10 ml the bottle was 90ml i swore dat if i were to be forced to eat dat medicine, i rather die. Dat medicine was disgustingly bitter. I gulped down a cup of plain water almos immediately after swallowing de medicine. Lolx. The horrible sense of bitterness still lingering in my mouth. Glad it was afterall jux a stomach flu so i dun hav to finish dat inedible gooey substance up. But stomach flu is no better either. Feel so full despite not eating anithing. Endless cravings for vomitting and diarrhoea. Alrite today i guess. Its all over. I mentally cursed myself for getting fever yesterday-2 days to my trip. Today my appetite grew slightly better though nt as good. At least im able to finish a bowl of porriadge throughout de day but all ended up in de toilet bowl as u can guess i vomitted again =_=. I hated the medicine despite it being tasteless, still kinda harmful to me. I hav to swallow sum grub b4 eating to avoid hurting my stomach which is ardy hurt. Lolx.

No good time to end my post like always. I feel dat theres more to write but i realli cant think of animore. But i sure hope dat stupid stomach flu dun bother me the next few days hehex.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
8:28 PM

♥ Thursday, June 15, 2006

Kor is ok now though he still dun1 ppl to care abt him. He told me he will try to becum wad he was. I was so happy. Ofcuz im alrite alot thx to my other kor. He helped me thru. I realli hav nothing to say 4 today. 3 days b4 i go genting. Lolx so happy. But short trip n will be back realli soon. i realli gt nothing to talk abt today. Hahax. Was astounded when he sudd msg me in msn askin the meaning of my name. I knew then, hes alrite. But i cant be totally sure. So i gave a test. A tiny 1 that almos end up backfiring lolx. Well dats all 4 today. Byexx!!!!!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:17 PM

♥ Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I am having veri mixed feelings now. I dunno wad to do anymore. I dont know if Kor hates me anot. Everyday is hell for me jux thinking abt this. I dunno wad to do. I've neva experienced this b4. Now i know how terrible it feels. Not being forgiven feels horrifying. I'm beginning to hav sleepless nights now. Fortunately i have my frens there supporting me. I dunno how long i can continue being stuck in this endless circle of loss anymore. I dont even know how much longer am i from depression. I cried more than b4. I flare up easier than b4.

I begin to understand how important family is to me. I began going out for badminton games wif my mum n brother. This normally would get me off the load of worries for some time but not for long. I neva used to know how it feels being unforgiven. Yet i am unforgiving myself. I dun forgive ppl who's done me wrong. Now i do. I didn't wan2 forgive ppl who brought me endless fears n suffering, sadness and pain. Now i know wads suffering n pain. I veri much wan2 ask him if he still wan me present in his life. But at the veri same time i fear that this wld be the end of our long friendship and not to say, our kor-mei relation.

I wan2 be a coward now. I wan2 run away from all these. I wish i can restart as a ignorant baby again knowing nothing. Endless stress from this personal life and not to say, my studies. How am i supposed to cope this? That i dunno. I would've fallen if i dun hav ppl like samantha, shiling, jieling and shiyun wif me. They brought temporary smiles to my face. So rare now.

Being matured is not to talk to the matured. Being matured is not talking like matured. Its not trying to be matured either. Its learning to settle down and solve problems alone. This june holidays aren't exactly fulfilling like my other holidays.

Talking abt good things, my parents r deciding on gettin me a new hp. WoaH!! chance of every 2 years. I veri much wanted the sony ericsson w550i or k750i. I hope i get them....Thats if i get good grades =/ Done talking today. I got my load of troubles off on this post. Bye!!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:59 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Today i did some soul searching. I realized how wrong i was all these time. I realized how i took everyone n everything arnd me 4 granted. I said sorry to Big kor i hope he 4gives me. I became more aware of ppl arnd me. I understood de pressure i put ppl arnd me under. Im sorry. Today was no meaningful day i did nothing but stayed at home. Its boring but boring enuf to get me thinking abt the wrong doings i made. I am in no mood to write but this blog was supposingly meant for apologising to ppl i letdown n upset. Im sorry!!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:39 PM

♥ Sunday, June 11, 2006

So long neva post ler worx. Hmm...maybe not dat long. Hehex. I neva tot dat i would skip so many days not using computer. Haiix. My problem i previously posted isn't solved yet. Maybe time wun heal at all. But to me, if theres still this little glimpse of hope, i think it will still work. Hahax. But to me things are getting worse everyday. Many of my friends said time will heal everything. I hope that this waiting stuff will work. Today going back to my grandma hse was kinda ok. When i heard abt taking dat stupid uncle of mine's ride, i freaked out. I almos tot of backing out that dumb idea of going. Well nothing special jux giving him some death glares lolx. He deserved that u noe. After slaping me that way theres no way i can ever forget that. Hahax. To me if i jux treat him like a dead, it shld be alrite. I really hav nothing to post abt so cya 4 de nxt post.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
9:39 PM

♥ Friday, June 09, 2006

Today is 1 refreshing day. So i decided on creating a new post. My bro earli in de morning use comp ler lo...lolx. He jux learnt yet he wanna challenge me to typing!! Hahax. Obviously he sure lose de lor. Yeapx, havin a bro at home is not as bad as wad i tot afterall. He could cheer me up. Wad a nice lil brother. As im typing now, hes jux sitting beside me singing de song i playin on the comp now. SO CUTE!!! But not if he gets irritating. I mite say me as a big sis is not good cuz i always scold him. But he deserve dat u no. Aiya nvm all these. LOL!!! Yeap yest my post got me alot of help. Though ppl neva talk me over thru tagboard, they either called me or chat wif me in msn. Hehex wad nice frenx i hav. Hmm de veri good response improved my mood alot. At least i still hav ppl supporting me. =) N not to 4get the happy fruit beside me. Lolx....kinda gettin to my nerves now. Hehex hes playin wif my mouse. Hahax i shld go box him
*******************Ok done boxing hahax. lucky he didn't lie in hospital ^^ well dats all 4 today. Lookin 4ward to the nex post. Byez 4 now!!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
12:04 PM

♥ Thursday, June 08, 2006

Haixx...today is no better than any other day!!! Infact its worse. I think im coming down wif depression soon!!! I did something bad(which i wun say) out of stupidity and end up destroying dat person. Now dat person became so angry wif me...i dunno wad to do. Neva hav i been tied down in such situations, now something happened i duno wad to do. He changed completely....i feel so horrible!!! I asked was could i do to change him back. He said hes changed for the permanent. If onli i could turn back in time, i would not hav done de thing that i did. I feel like a sinner now i dunno wad to do!!! Smeone pls help me!!! Im dying minute by minute!!! I feel like a sinner. I cry almost everytime i talk to him!!! what can i ever do to make him 4get wad i ever done?? Wad can i ever do to change him bak to the person i once know??!! Can anyone help me??!! Pls tag in my tagboard under *chitchat*.

Sometimes i feel like maybe i shldn't even be on Earth. I feel bad every passing day...i couldn't get over this!!! Haiix...this problem is eating my soul up everyday. He once told me "U jux hav to do ur own things and handle ur own problem. I'll handle my own problems." This 1 sentence destroyed me completely!!! I dun feel like talking anymore. Thx 4 those hu read this.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
8:18 PM

♥ Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Today veri sian sia... 1stly i hav to spend my day at home which is bad enuf. On normal circumstances i would call my frens but most of them are out, havin cca or stayin overseas. Haiix.. luckily shiling is back frm her Netball training lolx. But her dad is not ok wif us talkin thru de phone so i hav to cum online. The 1st thing dat came to my mind is actually to update my bloggie lolx. I don't hav alot to say though. Here i am posting at the same time wif her on msn rushing me to reply her tag. Hehex... i guess o delayed too long. But is good to keep her waitin since shes de impatient sort. Big kor went to work. Other kor too bz wif his sku. leaves me nothing to do. but recently big kor has been havin trbles copin wif stress. Hes been mean but i really hope he'd be ok. He requested for some time. Ofcuz i wld be happy to...though he wun becum like last time again, its alrite...if hes happy...i will be to. Since im usually so affected by the feelings of those around me...I wished i could help him. Too bad i don't know wad to do to bring him back to b4 but all i can do is wait. Hopefully time will cure all. My other kor is a wierdo lolx. Recently hes controllin me from sayin "lol" for sum reason he finds it annoying. Hehex...ofcuz i hav to say alrite i'll try. Given his temper, its not good to provoke him. Hahax.
Thats all for today i guess...will be back posting veri soon~!

LOVE BESTIES~♥
2:11 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Hehex todae de date so nicex 060606!! Lolx 1st mush realli thank shiling ahh shes realli a guud fwen...she helped me thruout mai bloggie...holidays so sian sia...nothing on at all...hmm so i spend my day loafin arnd lorx lolx...nothing interestin happened oso... but i hope everyone dat cums to my bloggie will tag fer me

LOVE BESTIES~♥
9:50 PM

♥ Sunday, June 04, 2006

Today went off pretty badly...i went to my grandma hse.... My cousins n i were playing gameboy... due to us leaning on the wall and everyone of us want to take a glimpse at the screen, the space was limited. My bro, unable to see got unhappy and cried...complained to my uncle.

Being the bias person he is, he doted especially on my brother. Hes fierce. He called for all of us out wanting us to explain why we MADE my brother cry... Feeling injustice, i started talking back. Hes unfair...that, every1 knows. Troughout the quarrel, he got unhappy and slapped my tight. My cheeks went red for the moment, specs almost flew out. Thats how i got my veri 1st slap of my life. I was thinking "even my parents don't slap me like this how could he then?" Feeling rage building up within me, i screamed at him, yet gaining yet another scream from that petty gas bag. That slap, though its onli 1, destroyed me, my anger, my patience, and human rights. That slap, alone, was enough to make me hate him. Hate him forever!!! I will never look at him in the face again!!! Up till now, i remember the impact, the feeling of getting my veri 1st slap.

LOVE BESTIES~♥
7:38 PM

♥ Friday, June 02, 2006

Hehex im bak from overseas...hmm basically nth much to talk abt so i wun talk abt it la...i jux knew i enjoyed myself i finally updated!!! Took me so long to write... actually i wanted to post yesterday but i guessed jux returning is way too tired for mie hehex...i decided today was da bez but i was busy in the morning and afternoon...hehex hmm but i guess come to think of it i realli have to start working hard hehex!! "PLAY TIMES OVER GIRL!!! WAKE UP NOW AND CONCENTRATE!!" my mum said lolx

LOVE BESTIES~♥
10:43 PM