I hate everything this world stands for, i hate life, i hate the fact that i'm on this Earth. Where everyday goes by in a pointless way, where people starts devouring each other with poisonous words. Yes poisonous. Cuz from the pnt i forgot the guy i once liked, from the pnt i start to hate guys, from the pnt i start to mistrust and distrust and from that pnt i tore up the drawings i once drew with thought and feelings in, i knew i was gone for good. A lost cause, a lost me. Cuz everything arnd me will freeze.
Just like in a surgery, it may be a success, it'll still leave a scar there, and people who's been thru surgery are most likely to have problems later on, or to die earlier. Why? Cuz of the fact that their bodies hav been ripped apart by a scalper before.
To the current me, there are only trusts in certain pple, ther r only faith in the minority i knew, the others? People that come and go in my life, i will close up, to everyone else. Cuz people only hear cries of others, people only try to soothe the heat of certain beings, while i shall just get past my feelings myself, with no1 out ther. With no1 to stand by me when i needed a listening ear, and now i'll endlessly remind myself, that i'm no1 in every1's eyes, that my absense will make the world a better place.
I cant wait for the day where everyone on earth starts turning against eachother and die of mutual destruction using the most destructive weapon on Earth, the mouth.Labels: cries, hate, pains, rants
