Then there's this really cute anime romance in the anime between Tamaki and Haruhi! Still not as good in comparison to Kira and Lacus in my opinion but, good enough for me to go ga-ga over the ending. I couldn't help repeating the final 2 episodes because of the intense moment and signs of the unnoticed love blossoming out of the 2. It's so cute! (:
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Anyway, also have to thank Ahzhen(Cassandra) for finding and keeping my e-amusement pass for me!! (: I thought i lost it and along with all the records in it and was on the verge of dying everytime i start DDR-ing again. AHH! Thanks!!
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Everytime it rains, i feel like i'm just standing here alone. Sometimes i detest living the way i am right now, and sometimes, i can't help but envy every girl that shines out of radiance out there. But for some reasons, i'm leading a sad life, or so i think i am. I find it hard to smile through tough times and smoothen these rocky emotions and yeah, i'm so not behaving like how a Sagittarius should be like.
Sometimes life is painful, and so is the reality we are all in, at least to me. The feeling of not being accepted here and there. The feeling of wanting to recoup all that i've already lost. Worst of all, the feeling of despairity out of all the disappointments i've had in life. Maybe....maybe, i'm just expecting too much out of reality itself.
Animes, dramas, fanfictions, fantasies are really leading, in a negative way that is. Sometimes, i find myself fantasizing over the way these places define romance, and sometimes, i'm just dreaming too much. But when i wake myself up in a pinch, i'll realize that as a JC student, my life should only be filled with studying, studying and studying.
I want a perfect life, but everytime someone's there for me, i'll end up turning the person down. I'd rather pursue other things than just cherish everything that's already there for me. That's my problem, maybe i should just settle with the life i've been living before i'm back in square one like i am right now. Maybe i should settle down my mind and focus on studying hard for A levels and getting into the faculty of applied sciences in NUS. Maybe... it's only for the good of all those around me and ofcourse myself. To protect myself from getting hurt unnecessarily and to protect the ones who are out there for me from the mental sting as well.
Lastly, the presence of Tamaki Suou in the anime is awesome!! He's so SHUAII(handsome) and so CUTE! Although his character is a little retarded sometimes, i love it everytime the spotlight focuses on him 'cause he's so prince like and so charming even as an anime character. :D:D
AHHH!!! Can't get enough of the anime. Why can't there be more episodes?!?!?!