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♥ HER
WENXUAN
I'm a bigfan of JPop & JRock
So KAT-TUN appeals to me
♥ Kamenashi Kazuya (亀梨和也)
♥ JAPANESE ANIME
ANIME MARATHON
♥GUNDAM SEED
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY
♥GUNDAM SEED/DESTINY - THE CHOSEN FUTURE
♥POKEMON ADVANCED/BATTLE FRONTIER
♥POKEMON BEST WISHES!
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE
♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE SEASON 2
♥TSUBASA TOKYO REVELATIONS (OVA)
♥TSUBASA SHUNRAIKI (OVA)
♥OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTCLUB
♥K-ON!
♥K-ON! SEASON 2
♥CARD CAPTOR SAKURA
♥CCS MOVIE - FUUIN SARETA CARD
♥KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN
♥PRINCESS LOVER
♥BLEACH
♥SPECIAL.A
♥GUNDAM 00
♥GUNDAM 00 2ND SEASON
♥GUNDAM 00 MOVIE: A WAKENING OF THE TRAILBLAZER
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION
♥CODE GEASS: LELOUCH OF THE REBELLION R2
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: PRIMO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: SECONDO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
♥07-GHOST
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 1
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 2
♥NYAN KOI!
♥KUROSHITSUJI
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♥VAMPIRE KNIGHT
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♥KIMI NI TODOKE
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♥PANDORA HEARTS
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU
♥SUZUMIYA HARUHI NO YUUUTSU (2009)
♥CLANNAD
♥CLANNAD AFTER STORY
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA II
♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA S
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT - UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS MOVIE
♥BOTTLE FAIRY
♥SKIP BEAT!
♥CANAAN
♥ANGEL BEATS!
♥KAICHOU WA MAID-SAMA!
♥TORADORA!
♥TRUE TEARS
♥HAKUOUKI: SHINSENGUMI KITAN
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♥ROMEO X JULIET
♥DURARARA!!
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♥NARUTO SHIPPUDEN MOVIE: BONDS
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♥SEITOKAI YAKUINDOMO
♥FULL METAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD
♥TO ARU MAJUTSU NO INDEX
♥TO ARU KAGAKU NO RAILGUN
♥MY LITTLE SISTER CAN'T BE THIS CUTE
♥BAKUMAN
♥FORTUNE ARTERIAL: AKAI YAKUSOKU
♥PSYCHIC DETECTIVE YAKUMO
♥AO NO EXORCIST
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS II
♥SOUL EATER
♥ JAPANESE DRAMA/MOVIE
♥DEATH NOTE 1
♥DEATH NOTE 2: THE LAST NAME
♥KOIZORA: SKY OF LOVE
♥10 PROMISES TO MY DOG
♥LIAR GAME
♥LIAR GAME 2
♥LIAR GAME MOVIE: THE FINAL STAGE
♥YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE
♥OTOMEN
♥NOBUTA WO PRODUCE
♥GOKUSEN 2
♥GOKUSEN 3
♥GOKUSEN MOVIE
♥ONE POUND GOSPEL
♥YUKAN CLUB
♥SUSHI OUJI
♥HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI 2
♥GOOD LUCK!
♥KUROSAGI
♥KAMI NO SHIZUKU
♥INU O KAU TO IU KOTO
♥CONFESSIONS (告白)
♥BLOODY MONDAY
♥BLOODY MONDAY 2
♥CODE BLUE
♥CODE BLUE SEASON 2
♥MR. BRAIN
♥BUZZER BEATER
I must seriously be upset to be posting so quickly yet again. I don't understand how things can come to this state. But as from the start, part of me knew that we shouldn't have given it another shot in the first place. It will never work out. As they say, when 2 people are too alike, they just don't click. Now i'm feeling the ache in my flesh emerging from what happened.
I know i haven't been doing my part to repair this damaged past properly during these few days, but don't you think u've not done yours as well?
Throwing tantrum out of nothing was my bad, i shouldn't have in the first place, but can u imagine the type of emotional loss i actually felt right then? You, not being able to understand hurts me...and it also brings me back to the beginning where now i'm started to doubt that the decision to revive it again, like you said u wanted, is actually the right one to make.
We've kept out of contact for 2 yrs, so why come back? Why mess up my life once again? Why all the bullshit why you can't understand me? Yeah, we've all grown in the past 2 yrs, and i'm no longer the Wenxuan to let u manipulate as and when u like. I'm not your clay....you don't mould me into something you want, you change into something that will sustain this crap you suggested in the first place.
I'm disappointed, cuz if it was Weiming, he would've tried to understand why i'm behaving that way. I feel horrible right now, like there's actually no purpose in us turning back. If it didn't work out 2 years ago, then why try to patch up something that's ardy torn up and thrown away so long ago? You can't giv in to me, and neither can i to you all the time as well...but that's all the more why you should try even harder as well, isn't it?
The incident 2 years ago was a wound left behind....that's slowly starting to heal over time. So please change on your mind set from 2 yrs ago ardy, cuz like i said, i'm no longer who i was...and i'm like a complete stranger you haven't seen for 2 yrs now. So pls, don't deepen this cut to the extent that it's gunna leave a bad scar behind in the future, such that it won't be just a 2 yrs span if we were to ignore eachother again.
This was my hesitation in the first place. The potential hurt i can actually receive and feel again if i try to salvage something that was declared lost 2 yrs ago. And...drats, why am i crying again...
