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♥GUNDAM SEED
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♥POKEMON ADVANCED/BATTLE FRONTIER
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♥TSUBASA RESEVOIR CHRONICLE
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♥KIN'IRO NO CHORDA: PRIMO PASSO (LA CHORDA D'ORO)
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♥07-GHOST
♥D.GRAY-MAN SEASON 1
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♥CLANNAD AFTER STORY
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♥SHAKUGAN NO SHANA II
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♥FATE/STAY NIGHT
♥FATE/STAY NIGHT - UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS MOVIE
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♥TO ARU MAJUTSU NO INDEX
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♥MY LITTLE SISTER CAN'T BE THIS CUTE
♥BAKUMAN
♥FORTUNE ARTERIAL: AKAI YAKUSOKU
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♥AO NO EXORCIST
♥THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS
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♥DEATH NOTE 1
♥DEATH NOTE 2: THE LAST NAME
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♥10 PROMISES TO MY DOG
♥LIAR GAME
♥LIAR GAME 2
♥LIAR GAME MOVIE: THE FINAL STAGE
♥YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE
♥OTOMEN
♥NOBUTA WO PRODUCE
♥GOKUSEN 2
♥GOKUSEN 3
♥GOKUSEN MOVIE
♥ONE POUND GOSPEL
♥YUKAN CLUB
♥SUSHI OUJI
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♥HOTARU NO HIKARI
♥HOTARU NO HIKARI 2
♥GOOD LUCK!
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♥INU O KAU TO IU KOTO
♥CONFESSIONS (告白)
♥BLOODY MONDAY
♥BLOODY MONDAY 2
♥CODE BLUE
♥CODE BLUE SEASON 2
♥MR. BRAIN
♥BUZZER BEATER


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♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008

I'm paining...badly, why did i hav to giv myself false hopes? Why do such stuff happen all e time? Is it a mistake to open up and try all over again? Was it the wrng step to take to get too close to u? Why did i hav to self-deceive? I envy her...i wish i was her, i wish i wasn't even here. It's all too painful to put to words, the feeling of confusion heartbreak and agony, do u even understand it?

Flag day's been bad. Met this weirdo who asked me n Opa to b his fnd n wanted our hp number...haix. He look so honest, yet we're so afraid of him. Better play everything safe. Bought Zuany her sea turtle. Kawaii!

Got some DDR songs frm Yun, spent my afternoon wif her afta my shift ended. Played DDR, watched her study and almost passed pluto relinguish. Wow. My parents were standing at e back, when we turned arnd my mom dao-ed Shiyun making her feel bad. Now my mood is even worse. Reached home wif blister under both my feet, big big bubble but quite used to it ler. And the pain frm jumping mre on it is nth compared to what i feel in my heart.

U say u can wait for her, that seeing her happy is all u need to b happy, and i wish i had at least 1/2 of this trait frm u, but u noe, i've never been this way. I'm not a noble person in love, i'mma selfish one...U seem to be able to giv everything, but i wan2 tk everything. Greedy huh, no matter, everything back fired and became twice as painful as b4. I need a bandage nw, b4 my heart continues to bleed. Before this candle finally burns out totally and never ignites again, before my nxt litre of tears fall, before i no longer believe in those stupid fairy tales again.

Why is it that all i can seem to do is sit aside and watch while u continue to love another?? Why is it that i hav to b the victim of this emotional tragedy n watch while u continue to worship all that she is?? Why is it that whenever i asked why, i'll hav no definite ans to all of them?? Why am i so helpless in the affairs of the heart?? Why do i hav to always be the loser?? Why do i hav to cry for such stuff all the time? Why did u hav to be so perfect in my eyes? Why, Why, WHY??!!

Totally not the right time for all these. I need brainwashing...probably why i hooked up on DDR, don't try to stop me anyone. I'm a lost cause.

I'm feeling bad enough, but my parents are not making it any better. Yeah continue to rub salt in my wound, continue to scold me then. This is not my home, it doesn't feel like one, its merely somewhere i sleep in.


LOVE BESTIES~♥
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