I was so looking forward to now from the start of yesterday, and honestly, been some time since i felt so light hearted. Was talking to Xinyou like any normal good friends would and i'm glad after the tidal storm, the ocean is back to the blue calmness it once was. Honestly, i think i'd find a better purpose than just to love someone and followed by all the subsequent emotions that seemed to predictable, there's just no way to avoid it huh.