Submitted my preorders for FBT shorts after much consideration and hesitation but figured it'll be worth it in the end, well yeah. Damn sianed the whole of last night, having tonnes of trouble sleeping due to the horrible headache, strikes me wave after wave...Explains why i didn't sleep early yesterday and felt really lethargic in school today, constantly sleepy yet restless so i can hit and shake Haru while i'm trying to sleep. Zzzz A cheeky day indeed, so many events occured and i felt so unwell till besties made me laugh unstoppably. They say laughter's the best medicine but i say that if you laugh to much, you'll die of overdozing it. Too much to ponder these days, i must be having way too much time to myself, yes i do.
Sometimes i wish to just go to a beach in the middle of the night, far from anywhere urban and enjoy the soft cold breeze blowing against me while i lie on the thin fine sand, gazing at the stars and think of absolutely nothing at all. Now that's relaxing.
Sometimes i think that i deserve a break from all these, people surrounding me day after day ranging from insensitive ones to lovely ones to retarded ones. I find that i think way too much these days and to me, people around me are co-stars of my dramatic life while i'm the horrible lead with you anonymous readers out there as my audience. After viewing nearly one fifth of my life, can anyone really tell me my destiny? I lie on my bed at night, staring at the ceiling recalling the interesting events that i've gone through in my past 16 chapters of my life, year after year and sometimes i wonder how my life was when i was just 1 or 2, with no memories at all. I guess that's the time where i was trully happy cuz ignorance is bliss.
Why am i borned into this complicated world?? Ever pondered about this like i do?
Haru in class
FBT!
Labels: rants, thoughts
Haru in class
FBT!
