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♥ Sunday, October 28, 2007

Today's another day, went out with Jieling. Apologized to SuetLian abt my cursings. Thought about alot and perhaps a little too much for myself to handle. I cried, over my results, my friend problems and also the past relationship.

As much as i hate to admit, i felt like giving up in the past relationship. It hurts...i want to put it away and get on with life, but i just cant...its not that i dont want. I seriously don't know what to do and how to handle this. I want him to return, yet i dont want. Feeling so headache, so heartache, so confused. Pls tell me what to do. I'm falling soon.

During this term, my results suck big time, i want to study, but i can find no motivation to. Tomorrow's extended curriculum. Sam, RuiLin and Cheryl's not meeting me...Calista too. Guess i'll be going to school alone tomorrow. Though not the first time, sure feels lonely to be going to school alone, especially at a time like this. I really need someone to cry on after all these, but i dont know who and i cant find anybody.

To SuetLian :
Sorry for my cursings and scolding of vulgarities as well. I have to admit it was my bad to behave in such a manner, maybe i should've been setting myself as an exampler but theres just too much going through me that i couldn't think straight. I'm sorry to have made you cry and i guess i seriously have to look at my own temper as well. I guess i'm in no position to ask you to apologize but rather i should be the one to apologize. Thx for forgiving my unfeeling and unpleasant words though. Sorry.

I really want to cry infront of someone, but who can i find? Who can i find to talk abt all my problems? I feel like i'm going crazy soon, super stressed up over so many things that i don't know which one to face first. I dont dare to turn to anyone, i dont dare to say everything to everyone...yet i need a listening ear. i don't want to cry alone. I don't want to shed my tears in the dark...went out with Jieling today, but she seem so happy that i seriously dont know how to bring about telling her what i'm experiencing now, what should i do??


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