Tiring day...the bag's heavy and everything. I'm having a headache...DAMN! I quarrelled wif my parents yet again. They're always askin for my brother's results infront of me and that asshole of a face always seemed to be showing off. YEAH YEAH admit it that you're stupider than me. I had no one to help me in my studies when i was in primary school cuz my parents are constantly working and care less abt me. At least he had my mom to teach him...she even quit her job last time to tutor him. What type of fairness it this??!! . I feel so darn jealous...he always gets praised becuz of his results...but even when my past results are obviously better than my brother's, i dont hear a single praise. They dun even care a shit abt me in e past. Using my bro's results to taunt me...using it to tell me how good it is compared to mine now. FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, IT'S A PRIMARY 3'S AND A SEC 3'S WORK THEY'RE COMPARING WITH!! I seriously cant help but think how unfair they always seem to get but yet again, i'm used to this. I can't be bothered by them also. I'm really really tired. Mentally tired. They won't even allow me to sleep and when my bro wakes me up, i feel irritated and screamed at him and i got blamed. Ok fine...by all means. Haix i had ulcer from yesterday till today but it doesn't seem to get better. I winced when eating and that caused a decline in my appetite and they were being sarcastic as my difficulty. What's more outrageous is when my brother says it's fake. I got to pissed off i hit my brother which i admitted was my wrong, but they shouldn't have done that on my worst mood. And next i hear them scolding and nagging at me, what type of family is this?! A place to add fuel to fire to my current life thats in a big mess? I got so damn pissed off i seriously lost all appetite and walked back into my room not even finishing half my porriadge. Like i care...
Apart from all the rubbish today, i did go out with Opa, Haru and Jazzie to buy the 'Psychos' 1st then we went to AMK library. The Psychos are cute rite?? Lols. When we went to AMK, we wondered where the library was. We walked for sometime before realizing a good and a bad thing. Yes we're on the right track, but walkin so far, we're still pretty far away from the library as shown on the directory. We just kept praying that they only drew the map a little too big but it's not actually this far. LOL!! When coming home today, me and jazzie took some realli funny pics of Opa and Haru so...LOL!!
Psycho shot 1!!
Psycho shot 2...they are simply darlings!!
Upon coming back...
I wouldn't be surprise is some people mistook them for having some
abnormal relations. LOL!!
OMG what are you 2 doing behind the book??!! LOL ((:
And after the couple of shots...
they decided to not take any more chances.
That's all today. Haix...i wonder when will my mood turn for the better. Is it soon or will it take some time? Should i visit the school counseller? ARGHH I don't know...Aniway thx Cheryl and SuetLian for forgiving my horrible words. Bye for today...
Psycho shot 2...they are simply darlings!!
Upon coming back...
OMG what are you 2 doing behind the book??!! LOL ((:
And after the couple of shots...
That's all today. Haix...i wonder when will my mood turn for the better. Is it soon or will it take some time? Should i visit the school counseller? ARGHH I don't know...Aniway thx Cheryl and SuetLian for forgiving my horrible words. Bye for today...